2010 Year of Fully

 He kept showing me an image I can't quite describe, one of me and of His Spirit, almost like transparencies in a dark room.  He showed me the spirit, already dwelling in me, but then the image was overlaid on mine, and then it changed.  It GREW, or perhaps described better by saying it effervesced.  A light that grew and expanded past it's borders.


I kept praying about this in january, but He would give me no words to describe it.  Only the images.  Then this morning I heard on the radio about the One Word Resolution, an idea that I've seen echoing around the internet on blogs for several years. (Want help picking a word? look here)


Then he gave me the word - fully.  It kept banging around in my head like a pinball going faster and faster, God knows me so well!  I would have picked another word, a nice thesaurus word, but this is the one that He wants to use to teach me something this year, and I know He always picks best.


I know He wants to speak to me about letting Him dwell in me fully, and having me be fully surrendered.  He wants me to chase after Him more fully.  Him, the forefront of my life, the top spot on my every list.


There is more, and it is intimidating, as growth is to all  the small. 


Living fully in the moment He gives, with what He chooses to give me.


I pray that the end of 2010 finds me fully enamored of all of the new things He has shown me and taught me, and fully in love with He who holds my heart...